I feel so so lost and confused about my life :/?

first of all i would really like to appreciate u for being this such a sweet and ideal daughter. very few girls are as sweet as u. the next thing is that if people hav not contacted u contact them. u try to make the first move to join ur friend circle again. text them and all. i know u cant leave ur mum n go out to hang out with other friends.if u can then do one thing. i dont know how possible is it for u but if i had been at ur lace i would have done the same. invite all these old friends of urs to ur home for a dinr party. get a reunion at ur own home. let ur mum b their too at home. have a good time at home. its upto u to decide if she wants to join u all in the diner or sit an another room. this way u wont b out of home and will also b able to meet ur friends. ul regain them dont worry. u r doing a great job for ur mum. hats off to ur dedication. i am sure ul b able to manage both things well. god bless u honey. take care.